A Race

Funny thing is, isn't life seem or always about some sort of competition? Its always a race. When it comes to love, jobs, friends, hobbies and just about everything? Your driving down the road, its a race. To get that higher postition in your job, its a race. To be more popular, its a race. To find the one you love, its a race. To better yourself, its a race. Life its a messy competition. No wonder we are stressed out to death. I'm guilty as the next.
I guess in this ugly race it's steping up that makes the differance. Seperating yourself from the rest of the crowd and that ugly race. Just step to the side and let them all run past you. I don't care if anyone thinks i'm ugly, cause you don't know me, I dont care if you think you can do it better than me, I know what I'm capabile of, and I dont care if you even want to know me, biggest mistake you'd ever make. But I just don't care, i'm not here to get trampled on in the race to the glorious finish line, id rather step to the side and let you all freely by.

Foul Taste

We have all done things we regret, we learn from them and sometimes when we learn from them, we get really bitter. Bitter inside and that's why we say and do the things we do to protect ourselves. A defense mechanism. We protect ourselves from our true feelings, protect ourselves from really getting hurt, or even letting someone in. Once we have had a FOUL taste in our mouths we instantly shy away from those things. Its exactly like trying foods that we don't like, you stay away from it. Why would we ever go back or do those things again, when they either hurt, suck so bad or taste bad?

Here is the thing I never run and hide, from anyone or anything, and even though we all have our own demons inside, you know those foul tasting things that we never want to deal with or experience again, I never rule them out in the future. Cause maybe, just maybe, one day someone will knock you right off your feet, or anything for that matter, and maybe just maybe down the road you will end up even liking that food you avoided so much. All I know is I wouldn't want to miss out, over something we regret.