So I started contemplating, what ever happened with dating? Hanging out with someone and then dating? Did this term get removed from the dictionary or better yet sixth grade health class? I can only remember a handful of times being asked out on a "normal" date. Everything is so straight forward and lets fast forward and not even engage one another. I cant help but think, was it really so bad long ago before we got all vamped up on technology, cell phones, and being brutally honest without any hesitation. I head down this single road and struggle with the concept is it really all worth it? I cant pin point what has happened down the road that has changed my views and has given me such clarity. Well yes, I probably could but is it because I am more mature or things that have happened? I have just little tolerance for the nonsense and I can see all the BS in between. I see it and I respond to it they way it should be responded too. Sometimes I wish I could still be naive and fall for the nonsense instead of this invisible electric fence that has no emotion one way or another. Does it all really exist? I'm not being pessimistic honestly, I know some great people who have great loves in their life, but is it possible that some people just aren't made for it?
